Sunday, September 03, 2006
Confessions of a Mad Birthday Girl-to-be
Today is a tiring day...
mainly bcoz...
today we had a major family fight
n wen i say major n fight
it is nt an overstatement
dun ask me wat happen coz its the same old same old
this made me think...
in addition to the I HAVE NO FRENS episode,
now I HAVE NO FAMILY episode is on... nt dat i nvr realise dat,
i did. a longggggggggggggg time ago.... bt i ges i kip hoping n wishing dat sumday... i do haf a family... WATEVER... all this is a hallucination anyway...nuthing exist in this world.... even i dun exist...it's all an illusion... NUTING EXIST!!!!
HAIZ......
aniweis...tmr is mon n laura's nt gonna b ard n jasmine is also nt ard n dis means dat tmr will be a SUPER BORING DAY wif a big capital B!!! jas has left us... nt in the forever kinda way bt in the gotta-cont-studies-in-sim kinda way! niwei jas if u r reading this: I M GONNA MISS U!!!! ok i'll only say dat once lah!
on a lighter note to all the misery in life (note to self: i m admitting myself to imh!) (another note to self: wic is nt a joke coz i called them up oready!)
where were we...???? oh ya.....
on a lighter note, my bdae's coming! 20 more days to be one yr older! i dun want to tink abt the negativity dat comes wif it like every other single yr... so today, i shall make my wishlists!
1)i wish dat sakti will be back soon enuff, b4 my bdae so dat he cn make my yr wonderful by juz simply wishing me like he used to do!
2)i wish dat sumhow isa will oso come into the light n...erm.... wish me....??? i dunno.... basically i wish he will actually nt be cold towards me n stop hating me for i dunno wat
3)i wish i will meet n haf a great time wif erm..... anak pak hikmat...heheheh....
4)i wish dat i will b rich
5)i wish i cn go on a fucking shopping spree n i nt only literally shop till i drop...bt physically shop till i drop!
6)i wish i cn go on a fucking longgggggggggg holiday
7)i wish dat maybe i cn juz stop saying fucking all the fucking time! ooops!!!
8)i wish dat ppl who hurt me will get their uttermost retribution ever!!!!
9)i wish dat i cn make rafi beg for forgiveness frm me!
10)i wish dat i cn murder ppl n get away wif it!!!! HAHAHA!!!!
okay..... my first ten wishes of the day r probably NEVER gonna come true n a lil bit out of the mind...bt dat's me! OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND! (see! cn nvr fulfil wish no.7!) time to rethink my wishes.... lemme see....
11)i wish dat i will get a gd-paying job ASAP!
12)i wish to get a samsung mp3
13)i wish to get a $200 harvey norman voucher or best denki voucher
14)i wish to get a canon ixus 800 digicam
15)i wish to get the BOBBI BROWN or M.A.C makeup bag (the big one use only for stars! bt den again i m a star!)
16)i wish to get a car (hehehehe...)
17)i wish to get cash (lots of it!)
18)i wish to get $500 shopping vouchers (if possible for la senza!)
19)i wish to get a pair of sport shoes which is black n red in colour
20)i wish to get the cd player wif radio n alarm function to put in ofis
erm... wat else huh? ok... i'll tink abt it den gat back to u all k...
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:32 PM